i just woke up and i cant fall back to sleep.
and no cough syrup ):
(it helps me sleep like a baby)

i have cadbury dairy milk chocolate with me now.
i heard chocolate makes you sleepy.
like milo.


yesterday work was hell.
it didnt suck.
it was just fucking hot.
and the noise pollution outside was to its max.
so we had to shout the drink orders.
like literally shout.
it just wasnt my day.
i did so many things wrong.
i cup marked GT L but i did a latte.
and my drink calling tunggang tembalek.
i dont know whats the wrong with the me.

but the plus side of yesterday was that i met yani.
and after 10 summore know.
kudos~!



good day.

just got back from work. one and only shift of the week.
having spring cleaning tomorrow. then dunno where,.

i havent went out with yani for almost a month now.
miss those saturdays.

we'd go out. to anywhere.
jln jln. then chill chill berjam jam.
or shopping. she shop not me shop.
next week uh you. cnfrm set nye,.
you takmu lupe ehk~
nyahhaha


im bored.....
i want to sleep but i dont feel like sleeping.
i feel like joging. but its 11.45pm.
i feel like scrabble again.

we played scrabble at hakims hse for 3 hrs.
but we're all very legong so we kinda suck at it.

okay. smoke break.
steady baby suck my dick and call me daddy!
hhahwuhuahuahuwauha~~



fuck'd up or what.


this week so far has been normal.
my finger is still disabled.
i just broke my slippers.
again.
i have a spare one but it stinks easily.,
im planning to buy heelys next month.
where freedom is a wheel in you sole.
get it.
nyahhaha.


hakim and ham are playing guitar heroes now.
semangat to the max.\


i meet yani less now.
cos im working.
shes schooling.
dot dot dot...
shes the only girl i dream about every night.
seriously.




shaff is being very the hyper today.

good morning singapura.
i missed my blog.
so i update before i go bobok
huahuahua!

i sprained my finger ytd.
sad sad ): ):
my right index finger.
i just realised its quite an important finger.
its now the size of my toe. my big toe.
i fell in the toilet. naked.


since shaff ask me to update pictures.
nah. ameks kaus.




peace to earth.


afdal yo.


kgc. it was hot. i wasnt acting sexy or anything.
sumpah you~~





carromarathon.





we played til our fingers bled.
how the jiwe is that.
(look at the concentration on hakim kecik)
carrom is fun ya know
we're planning to one day,
bring the carrom board to town and play at taka,.
put a tin at the side, can earn some coins.
can buy ice cream.



ytd i took the biggest shit of the month.
usually its small small.
but ytd was ginormous.
actually im exaggerating. but still it was big.
fibre baby.


till the next shit.
gooday and gooday.

finally back from jb.
again.
spent the weekend cleaning the house there.
snow city we call it.
everything was covered in dust.

i had a hard time sleeping there.
i woke up at 12.30 am.
then rolled around for 3 hrs.
eventually falling asleep.

got back at 10 am with my brother.
he drove the matrix.

woohoo and i got to drive the wish there.
for quite a distance.
like from bugis to raffles place and back.


that reminds me,
BTT on 9 april.
i havent got the highway code book yet.
im aiming to pass by next year.
first thing i'll do is probably crash,
hahahhahah` or LOL.



im friggin' borreded siolsss.
met yani then sent her off to esp.
quite packed for a sunday.
mosiac festival i guess,.
now im thinking of what to do.


still no hp.
*sad face gile babi*
9025 2071
8158 5185
9794 1319
8382
8366 7145
numbers i used to use.
1st and 2nd ones are my favourites.
info tak perlu.
i know.


but im actually happy.
i got to meet yani after 7 days.
real love is when you fall in love again and again with the same person
i heard this from the radio.
i think i feel that way.
lol.

goodnight and gooday.

finally, had the time to do the laundry.
my mom's been pestering me for a few days.
is it normal to dry the clothes at 12 midnight?
or will a pontianak come or some shit.

btw, i hate misteri jam dua belas.
its stupid.. not even scary.
i dont understand why people are afraid to go home alone
or fall asleep after listening to stupid people
sharing stupid stories about their experiences.
come on lah melayu. we can do better.


i hate many things of this world.
......like low-fat/ non-fat people.
if you dont want to gain weight,
get ice water. or pay for a $3 Evian.
"make sure its non fat milk, not low fat okay"
fuck you lah.
theres only a few percentage difference only.


another thing i hate,
.... re bonded fringe on guys.
youre disturbing the peace with your
"wind blow abit move" hair.
and only the fringe is moveable.
the rest would be like waxed hard.

the list goes on.



xmen origins: wolverine
comes out june i think.

till then.
goodnight and gooday/

back track.....

saturday,
went JB with aunties,uncles,nenek and cousins.
dinner by the bay.
not singgah selalu okay.
SAUJANA SEAFOOD RESTAURANT(i think)
cool shit place.
its a wooden jetty penetrating out the beach.
the view was power.
summore it was like sunset.
and the food was YUMAYYYY
cool or what.

sunday, birthday party for jijit.
alot of little kids.
i used to go to that kind of parties when i was a young boy.
my father took me into the city.
okay konek.
karaoke'd till night.
isabella adalah.......................
(tarik tak menjadi)

monday, tuesday, today(wednesday) worked closing.
tomorrow closing too.


list of movies.
.
.
.
.
(if you click on it, it will look like your own desktop)



i finally found a way to go to different tabs without using the mouse.
press Ctrl+PageUp or Ctrl PageDn

goodnight and gooday.
wa lindu nani lor.
bila mau jumpe tatau lor.
lindu banyak banyak.


i hate the way you smile at me
i hate the way you look at me
i hate the way you hold my hand
i hate the way you kiss my lips
i hate the way you say youre ugly
i hate the way you hug my hips
i hate the way you can stand my crap
i hate the way youre angry at me
i hate the way you get jealous
i hate the way you tease on me
i hate the way i let you win
i hate the way you win
i hate the year i spent with you
and most of all, i hate the hate i dont have on you.
nur juliani, i love you with all the hate i have (:


goodnight and gooday.

3 out of 4 of the blogs i hopped,
theyre either angry, or stressed.
i'd blame the rain.
and the music they listen to.

the rain makes you frown.
something about falling water just makes
the muscles on you brow move to a negative position.
its been raining these few days.
yesterday was friggin humid
i left the house and the when i reached the bustop.
my scalp was sweating. my arms were all red.
and the crease of my ass was sweating too.
luckily the aircon in the bus saved me.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .


im back to movies.
i havent found a book to read yet.
btw , twilight sucks.
i hate it.
my dad describes it as,
"a story about a horny handsome vampire trying to bang an innocent kampong girl"
i totally agree!
fuck the romance, fuck the charm.
girls, come on, fantasies like this make you stupid.
it melts your brain. it'll come out your ears.

this saturday is zuhrik's younger brother's birthday.
we call him jijit and he's turning 5.
he told me to invite everyone.
wth.

im dying without a phone.
reminds me of sec 3.
goodnight and gooday.

to all : i still cant believe you guys looked at those stupid pictures.
yes i was a child then.


backtrack;
worked closing on thursday and friday.
shaff and idah came on friday.
played carom for 4hrs til 4am.
with andy, akim kecik and syawal.

sent yani to bugis on saturday.
shortest meet up ever.
walked in the rain to store.
ika came with mizan.
chilled til closing, then to lau pa sat.
then to cathay, watched marley and me.
sad ending. stupid dog.
scoody doo still tops the dumbest dog ever.
came home at 6.22

sunday, woke up with the hangover feeling.
feeling only. not the real thing.

went for basic food hygiene course on monday.
fun bunch of people.
then went to store for closing.
finished reading Operation Red Jericho.
still to be continued.
gonna find the second book.

today(tuesday), finished at 6,
chilled till 10.
went KGC(kampong glam cafe) for kopi.
i had warm water. cost 20cents a glass.


btw, i find inside jokes stupid.
inside jokes are meant to be inside.
dont do inside jokes with people who doesnt know about it.
and you'd be laughing like mad with your 'inside' people.
while the 'outside' people would be smiling but doesnt know what
the hell is going on.
and when you blog about it,
readers will be 'outside'
as if they want to know what the inside joke is about.
its only funny when it happens, with the people there.
not shared with others.
and this isnt through experience or what.
but just imagine it.

pabila tangisan embun pagi, mimpi indah.

this part of the song is stuck in my head.
and i dont even know the title.
i dont even know where i heard it from.


parts of a ilham
andy took these pictures of ilham.
that fucker just turned 18 on 27.
not buying him a present cos
the last present he got was this iron cross.
said to be the logo of some nazi thing.
ya he's a nazi fan. he worships hitler and WWII.
theres something wrong with him upstairs.
but when he got the present
he said "ye eleh, imitation buat pe"
the reason i call him a fucker.
HaPpY BiRtHdAy FuCkEr!!
wuauhahha

goodnight and gooday.
my feet smells of 3day socks.
i miss yani 604 800 seconds.
putting your girlfriend next to socks is not a good.
it is meant beside the heart.
ya?